Some things I've noticed due to personal experience about living through and after effects of extreme legalism in "religiosity" in certain sects is that their lust to control grows:
1) People are persuaded through suggestive notions, speeches, common dialogue, preaching, "nurturing", "pushing ya toward the Lord" to think and adopt behaviors and thoughts that they never assumed possible and during the process may discuss how they are happy no one can convince them otherwise and it was all from the "Spirit". But when one doesn't adopt those thought contaigons they are sometimes and more than often quite frequently seen as "rebellious", "unteachable", "unreachable", "was never meant to 'serve the Lord'", "keep up with the footmen", or "keep their hand to the plow" so let them go by refusal of nurturing through many forms of communicative processes; visual body language being the predominant sorce of "meme" enforcement.
2) A manipulator who feels the need to be domineering through bluffing, emotional blackmail, pushing, shoving, cursing, hitting, date rape drug use, threat of removal of support, threat of removal-destruction- "rip from under you" of personal belongings, pets can become an object of abuse or means to manipulate the controlled individual(s), damage to housing structures or vehicles, threat of ruining reputations through the "good ole boy system", "buddy system", "band of brothers" (no offense to the movie referring to military), invading privacy when there is no need to do so, etc. The manipulator uses control like a drug similar to how a junkie gets their fix ... its a rush to them and addiction. Anger, rage, unforgiveness, impulse control problems, harrassing, etc., is like a rush to them since the body/mind gets caught in that cycle of building up for that natural chemical release... add substances to it and it is like adding gasoline to the fire.
So when outside realms of sociatal, cultural or familial based behaviors are reduced or restricted due to working in isolation (the bush, north slope, other work camps, etc.) it can compound the build up of someone living in denail to wanting outside help from local community resources, medical professionals or online support groups in anon manner. Sometimes behaviors and society blending are restricted or encouraged through scripture manipulation even further when a group of extremists find each other and agree upon what their surroundings should be like. Sometimes those people end up in corruption, destruction of company property, theft, threats of legal action if they don't get their way or attempting to organize their own personal "unions". (not saying all unions are bad, some are necessary)
i.e. someone who "hates how union workers take their time louzing around and still get paid big bucks" who suddenly wants to organize their own union or get a big union involved to force a large company to give in to their demands or "accidents will happen" in an attempt to prove how the company doesn't care for their workers and when an accident does happen and the controllers find out they "can't get blood from a turnip" they get angry and take it out on their family, friends, strangers, spouse or road rage... be cautious of that/or those individuals.
3) Recovery possiblity: (something learened through experience of watching others who worked for major oil companies)The art of awakening and learning self control if someone refuses mental help through counseling... if someone doesn't learn being accountable to self, the laws of the land, rules of the company, following proper safety guidelines as prescribed and described by qualified safety teachers, society, etc. through basic ethics and morals if one doesn't prescribe to Godly morals and ethics... respect of life in itself one can recover so that people can live in peaceable means as a society or coexistant human element or attempt to do so.
4) If all fails... remove the conflict of interest and hazard to the company through forcement of court ordered rehabilitation or serve a sentence! once someone learns they can manipulate people in their home they often feed their lust for controlling others and their surroundings and might end up finding buddies, other co-manipulators who taught them the ropes or whom are willing to participate so that their deeds do not be discovered or anyone willing to lie for them or lie in exchange of or special free gifts that are company "safety awards" used as tokens of being paid off or to appear so "innocent" when it's time to serve a life sentence or face other penalities.
5) When someone finds that their partner, spouse or mate has become a "liablity" to be witness of their acts and conversations on multiple levels they often try to find a way or ways to harrass them or threaten to take their life and everything else from them.
M. Cheri B., former "Slope Widow"... North Slope that is.
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"The secret of patience... to do something else in the meantime." --Anon
"There is nothing so bitter that a patient mind cannot find some solace for it." --Marcus Annaeus Seneca
""They are ill discoverers that think there is no land, when they see nothing but sea." -- Francis Bacon
Friday, December 29, 2006
Sunday, December 10, 2006
root of David
Sometimes people focus more on the two sons of Adam and Eve that had the most attention in the line of succession of children... Cain being marked a wanderer of the lands, and Able being destroyed by his sibling due to probable jealousy and hatred.
I would be less inclined about what happened to Cain since he was a murderer... and more interested in Seth, Adam's son, of whom the "root of David" descended and is part of Jesus' heritage... that way we know that there will be one found to open the book and prevent a total destruction of the entire earth and it's inhabitants... don'tcha think?
Genesis 4:25
Genesis 5:3 "And Adam lived an hundred and thirty years, and begat [a son] in his own likeness, after his image; and called his name Seth:"
Luke 3:23-38 (Jesus all the way to Adam)
Luke 3:37 "the son of Methuselah, the son of Enoch,
the son of Jared, the son of Mahalalel,
the son of Kenan, 38 the son of Enosh,
the son of Seth, the son of Adam,
the son of God."
Matthew 1:1-17 (Jesus up to Abraham)
Revelation 5:5 "And one of the elders saith unto me, Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book, and to loose the seven seals thereof."
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"What a man does in a day is recorded somewhere on a non stop basis. Big, small, strong or weak... we're all part of history." -- M. Cheri B.
I would be less inclined about what happened to Cain since he was a murderer... and more interested in Seth, Adam's son, of whom the "root of David" descended and is part of Jesus' heritage... that way we know that there will be one found to open the book and prevent a total destruction of the entire earth and it's inhabitants... don'tcha think?
Genesis 4:25
Genesis 5:3 "And Adam lived an hundred and thirty years, and begat [a son] in his own likeness, after his image; and called his name Seth:"
Luke 3:23-38 (Jesus all the way to Adam)
Luke 3:37 "the son of Methuselah, the son of Enoch,
the son of Jared, the son of Mahalalel,
the son of Kenan, 38 the son of Enosh,
the son of Seth, the son of Adam,
the son of God."
Matthew 1:1-17 (Jesus up to Abraham)
Revelation 5:5 "And one of the elders saith unto me, Weep not: behold, the Lion of the tribe of Judah, the Root of David, hath prevailed to open the book, and to loose the seven seals thereof."
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"What a man does in a day is recorded somewhere on a non stop basis. Big, small, strong or weak... we're all part of history." -- M. Cheri B.
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
holi-daze
Sometimes as time passes, when taking the time to reflect on the essential elements of human "being" it makes me wonder, just what does "being" mean. The art of pushing through rough times is a learned ability for some and comes easily for others. Some are born with a personality of "let's go"...others may find it hard to "trudge through the day" others may just stay in "limbo" numb to spatial aspects of existance itself.
After going through some things in life and struggling with momentary seasons filled with many varied emotions I stop and try to think about the people in the surrounding area. What personality do they have, what do they perceive "to be real"... what have they lived through to get them to the point of their inevitable "beingness"... is "being" just the ability to have thought or is it mixed with conscious, fortitude, spirit/essence/ummmph, moral codes, ethics at different levels and on... Just what makes an individual end up with different temperaments and if one does go through a joyous non-jaded life just what makes them so different than those who have little or lot of struggle and sometimes happen to get to the end of the finish line with smiles on their faces and just say... hey... how are ya.
After learning to adapt through things, the one thing learned is that happiness does take little, medium or much effort for some.... and to those who do work at being happy... hat's off to ya... you are
thought about, since I was once a person who had to "work" at being happy.
One day I asked myself an honest question and made a goal of the ending result after some self reflection... "what kind of legacy should I leave". ...
The holiday season is in the air... and some are lonely or lost something dear to them... to everyone who has a hard time... hoping for moments of serenity and peace for you.
Cheri B.
120206
"Every second is of infinite value." -- Johann von Goethe
After going through some things in life and struggling with momentary seasons filled with many varied emotions I stop and try to think about the people in the surrounding area. What personality do they have, what do they perceive "to be real"... what have they lived through to get them to the point of their inevitable "beingness"... is "being" just the ability to have thought or is it mixed with conscious, fortitude, spirit/essence/ummmph, moral codes, ethics at different levels and on... Just what makes an individual end up with different temperaments and if one does go through a joyous non-jaded life just what makes them so different than those who have little or lot of struggle and sometimes happen to get to the end of the finish line with smiles on their faces and just say... hey... how are ya.
After learning to adapt through things, the one thing learned is that happiness does take little, medium or much effort for some.... and to those who do work at being happy... hat's off to ya... you are
thought about, since I was once a person who had to "work" at being happy.
One day I asked myself an honest question and made a goal of the ending result after some self reflection... "what kind of legacy should I leave". ...
The holiday season is in the air... and some are lonely or lost something dear to them... to everyone who has a hard time... hoping for moments of serenity and peace for you.
Cheri B.
120206
"Every second is of infinite value." -- Johann von Goethe
Monday, December 04, 2006
Western Blot - mad cow, BSE testing in cattle
Some places give feed to deer and other wildlife that has the bone meal and other render/tailings (name?) … some give deer corn at hunting spots.. some use the pellets … squirrels, birds and other animals eat this and it is passed on as chronic wasting disease. Those animals then use the bathroom at some areas and the prions are dispersed in the ground and then soaked up via root systems in grazing herds, urine in feeding troughs from small animals who scavenge looking for other forms of food within the pig, cattle, poultry and other industries and there ya go. The only food that is being regulated is cattle… all must be regulated. Even parts of cattle, pig and others/horses/sheep, etc. are then turned into dog food, cat food and other foods… global …
The western blot is needed to test all cattle regardless of age because it takes a while for the BSE to show up so by thinking if a cow is slaughtered before a certain age when signs and symptoms show up, no one would know the wise.
ALL cattle must be monitored before placement in the human food chain!!!!!!!!! Regardless of age!!!!!
Adding humans to the capitalistic money making aspect of it… and not caring about our health and welfare is a crime most punishable in the laws of nature which is why there is the animal to human transmission of TSE’s.
Place proper monitoring and nature will get back on track. Cow, pig, sheep/scrapie, poultry of all types and small primates such as squirrell… there are your “brain plaques” which is a folded and corrupt form of protein/prions. Nothing can destroy a prion… heat, chemical, etc. When someone shows a new symptom… the name of the disease is then changed behind the scenes so that the 1 in a million isn’t figured out and so that those with Alzheimers never get a brian autopsy to pin point the realm of beginnings of brain matter breakdown and gliosis.
CJD, GSS, familial fatal insomnia, Alzheimers, Kuru, Huntington’s… how many names must one basic breakdown have to pin point the culprit unless it is used as a method of hiding the need for proper surveillance of “foods” in the food chain that would ensure safety to life itself on a global basis.
End to “cherry picking” which cattle would be tested. End to adding downer cows into the food chain. Monitor slaughter houses to ensure that if any part of the meat/food falls on the floor or in “dirty” bins via the slaughter process… that those pieces remain in the “renders” and not picked up and added to the food chain simply by “washing it off” and throwing it into the human consumption chain.
Brain, spine, spleen… heaviest areas of contamination. When a cow is “put down” a high pressure air gun/ or gun is used which forces brain matter and spinal fluids to flow through the body during an “anxiety/flushing” during the death process… massive chemical bleeding through out the body, thus reasoning for proper surveillance with BSE diagnostics. No more sweeping it under the covers and hiding facts just for profitable monetary gain.
80606 mcb
"We are all enigma in the circle of life, being ever entwined with creative evolutional progress. All precious to behold for each our differences." -- Cheri B. aka freeMilliefleur aka Bootsiebabe
The western blot is needed to test all cattle regardless of age because it takes a while for the BSE to show up so by thinking if a cow is slaughtered before a certain age when signs and symptoms show up, no one would know the wise.
ALL cattle must be monitored before placement in the human food chain!!!!!!!!! Regardless of age!!!!!
Adding humans to the capitalistic money making aspect of it… and not caring about our health and welfare is a crime most punishable in the laws of nature which is why there is the animal to human transmission of TSE’s.
Place proper monitoring and nature will get back on track. Cow, pig, sheep/scrapie, poultry of all types and small primates such as squirrell… there are your “brain plaques” which is a folded and corrupt form of protein/prions. Nothing can destroy a prion… heat, chemical, etc. When someone shows a new symptom… the name of the disease is then changed behind the scenes so that the 1 in a million isn’t figured out and so that those with Alzheimers never get a brian autopsy to pin point the realm of beginnings of brain matter breakdown and gliosis.
CJD, GSS, familial fatal insomnia, Alzheimers, Kuru, Huntington’s… how many names must one basic breakdown have to pin point the culprit unless it is used as a method of hiding the need for proper surveillance of “foods” in the food chain that would ensure safety to life itself on a global basis.
End to “cherry picking” which cattle would be tested. End to adding downer cows into the food chain. Monitor slaughter houses to ensure that if any part of the meat/food falls on the floor or in “dirty” bins via the slaughter process… that those pieces remain in the “renders” and not picked up and added to the food chain simply by “washing it off” and throwing it into the human consumption chain.
Brain, spine, spleen… heaviest areas of contamination. When a cow is “put down” a high pressure air gun/ or gun is used which forces brain matter and spinal fluids to flow through the body during an “anxiety/flushing” during the death process… massive chemical bleeding through out the body, thus reasoning for proper surveillance with BSE diagnostics. No more sweeping it under the covers and hiding facts just for profitable monetary gain.
80606 mcb
"We are all enigma in the circle of life, being ever entwined with creative evolutional progress. All precious to behold for each our differences." -- Cheri B. aka freeMilliefleur aka Bootsiebabe
Alaska's vanishing glaciers
Well, it's no secret that I love nature and am concerned about the environment... Without an environment the planet will become less inhabitable and comfortable for us humans and other animals to survive...
Imagine having the opportunity to live in Alaska and experience some of the grandeur and beauty that lay semi- protected since the beginning of the founding of the earth. I once hiked on glaciers, beautiful trails, was around beautiful lakes - streams - inlets and bays. Never did I realize that part of history was vanishing away behind the scenes because while I was younger bliss of being an Alaskan resident was the forefront of my thoughts... "Yeah, I live in Alaska"... I thought I was BIG and all grown up to conquer my childhood dream (since 5th grade) to move there and live there until my "old age". You see first I was raised around people who thought being a native Louisianan was the biggest baddest thing on the Earth.... an Authentic Cajun... the "worlds best cooks", "the most unique people of the USA".... boy was I ever so changed when after moving away from there when I was at age 21 then arriving in Alaska only to find that my broken English/Cajun French colloquialisms and accent didn't make or break me nor did it get the attention I was told as a child "us Cajuns deserved" due to our heritage. In Alaska, I became another "human" and learned that those "yankees" were not yankees and that other peoples from all walks of life were just as amazing as "us Cajuns" ... Of course we cook different, look somewhat different depending on how much cross cultural blending each of us has within our human make-up. I wasn't one for "prejudice" or "intolerance" as some of my family members tried to instill within me... I was relieved after a time of "human acclimation" to what I call a lesser intolerant atmosphere around people who wanted to live in a city (Anchorage and others) that came from all areas of the planet and strived to make a community that felt like family. Imagine a big city with a little town feeling.
I learned about some issues for the Native Alaskans, Native Eskimos, Native American Indians .... which included subsistence, working in canneries, working in the oil fields, other areas of "big money" or those who struggled in town to make ends meet by having the "lesser jobs" having to spend the majority of their income just on rent or if fortunate enough to even have a house note.
I felt it was worth it due to being in such a beautiful place and it felt like as if I was living a non stop vacation. The beauty and wonder of a winter wonderland and a summer filled with the midnight sun. If someone got bored while living there... it's because they failed to find something to do... and believe me Alaska offers much to keep one busy and not bored.
In 1992 we took a small charter plane ride over Knik Glacier and the extensive and massive glacier field behind the Anchorage bowl and flew all the way out above Prince William Sound... SPECTACULAR views... later we hiked on or around glaciers; Matanuska Susitna Glacier & Exit Glacier. Later things happened, health weakened and it became near impossible to get out and have fun hiking, fishing, gold panning, skiing, sledding, walking on the expanse of paved bike trails, exploring the woods with streams, sight seeing, driving to Denali, Fairbanks or the natural hot spring past Fairbanks or a drive to the south area and seeing the Kenai River, Resurrection Bay, the inlet in Seward or Homer to experience walking out as far as possible when the tide was low or taking a charter ride out and seeing whales, dolphins, seals, otters, sea birds and calving glaciers... Imagine going back to Alaska after moving away only to find that when ya drive out to those once big glaciers they have melted quite extensively.... global warming is happening and unfortunately some seem not to give a care.
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"To consider more than one's self is something we should all strive for. Without an environment we have no future, we must consider nurturing nature." -- Cheri Bordelon
Imagine having the opportunity to live in Alaska and experience some of the grandeur and beauty that lay semi- protected since the beginning of the founding of the earth. I once hiked on glaciers, beautiful trails, was around beautiful lakes - streams - inlets and bays. Never did I realize that part of history was vanishing away behind the scenes because while I was younger bliss of being an Alaskan resident was the forefront of my thoughts... "Yeah, I live in Alaska"... I thought I was BIG and all grown up to conquer my childhood dream (since 5th grade) to move there and live there until my "old age". You see first I was raised around people who thought being a native Louisianan was the biggest baddest thing on the Earth.... an Authentic Cajun... the "worlds best cooks", "the most unique people of the USA".... boy was I ever so changed when after moving away from there when I was at age 21 then arriving in Alaska only to find that my broken English/Cajun French colloquialisms and accent didn't make or break me nor did it get the attention I was told as a child "us Cajuns deserved" due to our heritage. In Alaska, I became another "human" and learned that those "yankees" were not yankees and that other peoples from all walks of life were just as amazing as "us Cajuns" ... Of course we cook different, look somewhat different depending on how much cross cultural blending each of us has within our human make-up. I wasn't one for "prejudice" or "intolerance" as some of my family members tried to instill within me... I was relieved after a time of "human acclimation" to what I call a lesser intolerant atmosphere around people who wanted to live in a city (Anchorage and others) that came from all areas of the planet and strived to make a community that felt like family. Imagine a big city with a little town feeling.
I learned about some issues for the Native Alaskans, Native Eskimos, Native American Indians .... which included subsistence, working in canneries, working in the oil fields, other areas of "big money" or those who struggled in town to make ends meet by having the "lesser jobs" having to spend the majority of their income just on rent or if fortunate enough to even have a house note.
I felt it was worth it due to being in such a beautiful place and it felt like as if I was living a non stop vacation. The beauty and wonder of a winter wonderland and a summer filled with the midnight sun. If someone got bored while living there... it's because they failed to find something to do... and believe me Alaska offers much to keep one busy and not bored.
In 1992 we took a small charter plane ride over Knik Glacier and the extensive and massive glacier field behind the Anchorage bowl and flew all the way out above Prince William Sound... SPECTACULAR views... later we hiked on or around glaciers; Matanuska Susitna Glacier & Exit Glacier. Later things happened, health weakened and it became near impossible to get out and have fun hiking, fishing, gold panning, skiing, sledding, walking on the expanse of paved bike trails, exploring the woods with streams, sight seeing, driving to Denali, Fairbanks or the natural hot spring past Fairbanks or a drive to the south area and seeing the Kenai River, Resurrection Bay, the inlet in Seward or Homer to experience walking out as far as possible when the tide was low or taking a charter ride out and seeing whales, dolphins, seals, otters, sea birds and calving glaciers... Imagine going back to Alaska after moving away only to find that when ya drive out to those once big glaciers they have melted quite extensively.... global warming is happening and unfortunately some seem not to give a care.
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"To consider more than one's self is something we should all strive for. Without an environment we have no future, we must consider nurturing nature." -- Cheri Bordelon
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